Stress.

I feel...very tired, and stress. It's just too much, I can't take it. I feel like I'm going crazy. Especially when Sejarah has conquered my whole head. This is the one and ONLY thing that worries me most when it comes to any exams at all. Of course BM is another thing but Sejarah some how...it just gives me all the worries.


Whether I will do well or not. I really cannot tell. I don't even know that whether am I really capable of scoring a 'B' for this time. Maybe all those B's last time was simply just luck. PLAIN luck.

Some how, I just can't get them into my brain. Unlike the chun-ted nuu-chan. Wish I had memory power like hers.


Another thing that is bothering me, is my tuition work. She already know that I'm having trials, yet she gave me homework. LOADS of homework. I know it's for my own good, but I have so much to do. Study and all. I just don't know how am I ever going to be so ready for PMR.

I have two things to worry now. My tuition homework and Sejarah. I wish I could just tell my tuition teacher off. Just tell her to give me a FREAKING break. But no, she even asked me whether she could come one more extra day!

one more day = more fcuking tuition work

Doesn't she get it?! I want to do it on my own. But people just keep on pressuring me. Do this and do that. I'm going to break down any time soon. One the other hand, of course i wouldn't want to upset my parents. It's just that...I don't know how am I going to tell them if I don't get good results.

I would be wasting their time and money and lecturing won't I?!